Sometimes this military life is emotionally draining. I have known for months my husband would be leaving this year. However, as the days and months tick by and the date of departure gets closer, I get more and more sad. I try to hide it but that is epically failing. I am afraid of ruining our time together because I am dreading the future. I am overly sensitive, somewhat grumpy and way to weepy. I nearly cried when someone hit my car at work. I mean seriously, it is just a car. I am listening to sad music or death metal.Neither are typical for me and they are seriously not good choices for the depressed. I don't want to be sad already but I cannot shake this sadness. I don't want him to leave.
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